The Will To Live

Upon returning home, I took each day as it came. I had lingered at death’s door for a harrowing three days. In those moments, the past didn’t haunt me; my sole focus was on surviving. I battled fiercely and emerged victorious.

I often ponder how many have faced trials that would normally evoke haunting memories. Did these experiences consume them, or were they steadfast in overcoming them? I permit myself a brief five-minute lament, then steel myself to confront any challenges.

I remind myself, who will truly remember any of this a century from now? I’ve endured the loss of my brother, mother, and father. I’ve experienced the shock of discovering my husband had emptied our home in Jupiter, Fla. I endured months living in a cramped 22-ft trailer in Alaska after losing my home in Washington State. I’ve even faced the relentless interrogation of the KGB, uncertain of what fate awaited me.

I’m aware that my struggles are not unique, but it’s how one responds that distinguishes true resilience.

Affirmation: I wholeheartedly believe that I can now confront every situation with fortitude and an unwavering determination to be right. I hold this belief within my subconscious, conscious, physical, and spiritual being, with speed, ease, comfort, and joy.

I firmly believe that each one of you can persevere through any adversity and continue to live. I have faith in all of you.

Daze’ Lisenkoff Ph.d.,C.Ht.